Oh-oh if you think, that life is fair, I bet your name is on your underwear.
Very little is black and white, because of this we'll always fight. Do or die, live or cry, always have an alibi.
There's one dude, who always knows where am at, and I'm always shadowed by that mangy smiling cat.
Mr. Black and Mr. White, do they share space or do they fight. The loser knows the winners won, but still he craves the fight to come.
Some people choose, to go down in a blaze of glory, they'll take many with them before the end of the story.
I let that cheshire cat comfort me from within, a moment of warm peace and the danger begins. He's always there
Free from Love
Free from Kissin
Someday soon I'm gonna be missin
that boy
I need a man, not
that boy
If he loved me
why would he leave me
I wonder if he'll realise
that he really needs me
that boy
I need a man, not
that boy
Someday soon, he'll be missin, me
It'll be too late, but just wait, and we'll see
Yes I bit the apple first.
Isn't that the worst?
That's why you get to eat that steak Mr. Man.
Enjoy it, chew as hard as you can.
I made naked naughty, and isn't it nice?
Yes I bit the apple first, but you bit it twice!
Sometimes when I'm with my boyfriend it feels so good I think he must be the devil. This makes him laugh. Sometimes I don't know if i'm alive or not. Sometimes pain is the only thing that feels real. Sometimes I wonder if this is hell, a non life full of wordly pleasures, things that feel really good but aren't real, nothing thats going to last, life where everything is just a memory, and now is what? Now is already gone, its a memory too, now. Being so happy with my life that I never live. At the end of the emotional wierd day I've felt so much and done nothing at all. Going from one high to the next, from one crash to the next, and not need
The jig is up,
its time to cry,
you know nothing makes you crazier than asking why...
I'm not fit,
and i'm sure as hell not close to being over it.
But its alright baby, its ok lady,
no one is as good as you at surviving crazy...
This is it, and this is life.
It's about growing strong as you survive the strife.
Sometimes in this life,
I need to cry,
but when I cry I really want to die....
I'm sure I would be scared, if death was true,
the part that scares me is being away from you.
If I could hold your heart within my hands,
if you could tell me your stronger than any mortal man,
if i could trust and believe in you,
if I co
Victim, victim to a song
right or wrong
I fly through the skys
tears ripped from my eyes
I'm with you when your high
I'm there when your low
the music and the lyrics take me wherever you want me to go
Victim to a song
sometimes it feels so right
or feels too much and feels so wrong
but you take me along
and I give birth to the new child you've concieved with your muse
sometimes it feels so good to be used
ripped from my heart
ripped from my mind
sometimes you hurt
sometimes your kind
you fill my heart
you fill my mind
Victim of a song
sometimes I really really really need to feel the wrong
you take a piece of my heart
Current Residence: Texas Favourite genre of music: i like anything if i listen to it long enough, depends on my mood Favourite photographer: good question Favourite style of art: hmmm... Operating System: Windows? MP3 player of choice: wish I had one Shell of choice: Shell? Wallpaper of choice: cool stuff i find on DA Skin of choice: the soft kind Favourite cartoon character: Reggie Rocket! Rocket Girl! Rocket Power! Personal Quote: The more paranoid you are the more often your right.
We've been getting a lot of rain and today the sun actually came out. Its a beautiful day and I was up early. Going to a party tonight, we're going to watch movies and stuff. Spent 4th of July with Chris and had a really nice time, hope I hear from him soon.
So its been a week since the break-up and I think I'm doing pretty good. My body shows signs of stress, unhappy tummy and sores inside my mouth, back pain, but I'm not crying or anything. I've been keeping busy to try and distract myself, just taking it day by day.
I had a dream about my ex and I woke up feeling some things I didn't want to feel. Didn't last long though.
I'm enjoying being home, being with my puppies, being able to get online whenever I want and do whatever I want. Hopefully I'll get my new video card today and I can go back to playing whatever games I want. I've been playing sims online and Fly for fun. I'm looking forwar